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What happens to our Energy when we Die? The 7 days of Transition I Lived.



Where we go to and what happens to our Soul is an eternal question humanity has asked through the ages. Many faiths address this with their own beliefs. Which i totally respect.

This is a very personal experience of this…

I will not talk to the science or thousands of near death experiences... but this what Manel showed me when he died in feelings, dreams, emotions and transmissions.


I will not get into the emotional aspects of what happened that day and those painful ones that followed the accident on that mountain that took Manel from this realm. That was last week's blog....


Recently, I was looking at some our animations we did on the energy bodies a few years ago and felt to share this specific journey I had watching them dissipate.


They say Energy is neither created or destroyed, it just changes form. 


So what does happen to these incredible biological miracles of our bodies and energy fields when we leave them? 


Day 1. 

Manel left his body in an instant on August 12th 2024 at 8.08am. 

It was the last day of the Lions Gate Portal (the portal of the Heart). 


We can never know what happened that made his body fall. Did a rock hit him off the mountain. Did he find his enlightenment, that he'd been seeking and as his body filled with the full energy of his being he fell? I know there was peace and love and gratitude along with the physical reality of it all.


He was alone and we only got news 18 hours later when mountain rescue found him. 


I still see him soaring through those sacred high mountains. 


The dimension of his Physical Body, Mind and First Level of the energy Field went in a heartbeat. And his Earth Suit lay there to be honored and retured to the Earth. He had returned to Source.


Day 2 

The team of amazing mountain rescue climbers found him at 2.30am and sat with him until the light came and a helicopter could reach them.

I was told they sat in sacred ritual, as a man like Manel who dies in the mountains is honors deeply by those who know what it meants to be up there at those heights.


24 Hours later he was airlifted off the Pedra Forca. He needed that time to transition in that place.


I continue to with an amazing psychic connecting with him.

It was a few months later, we had been doing regular sessions and I’d now found a clear communication channel with him talking through her directly and I knew how to hear his answer in my heart. 


I asked him what it felt like when he died. 

He said “it was just like taking off an old coat that was way too small and constricting him.  It was such a relief. I felt free and it was wonderful. My body and mind had become so limiting and small. I wanted to expand.”


Day 3

His body came from the Barcelona autopsy and I unwrapped him, broken and cold. 

It’s a weird thing to see the dead body you know better than your own.

Comforting for me, as I knew that Manel was not there, his energy and soul were elsewhere.

I like to think he is close around us that love him, and souring through the multidimensional Universe at the same time.


But there was also the traditional ceremony of viewing the body.

I did not understand this cultural part of the process where he was in display in the coffin and was "visited" by family and friends pay respects. Hundreds of people came. It was overwhelming for me as i was just interested in where he was...

I felt the expansion and freedom of his being.


Day 4

Early the next morning I woke in a dream of tumbling and falling down a mountain. 

Suddenly I stopped and looked to my right, where there was a big husky sitting looking at me. 

I said “Beiring what are you doing here?”

Beiring was Manel’s love dog of his 20-30s. 

Then I looked to my left and saw Manel’s crumpled body, in a weird twisted position full of blood and clearly dead. I awoke with a jolt. 


I realized that he was showing me what I had been begging for the last days “what the hell happened?”


This was what happened to the body and I knew that he was out of it long before this moment, just watching it all. 


The big difference between being or dead is there energy running through the body or not. 


In the moment he left his body, so did that first level - the blue lines of light that feed every cell and aspect of the physical body with life force or energy. 


Day 5


It was the day of the funeral and cremation. 

It was immense and so beautiful. The love was tangible and hundreds of people filled the massive room, as well as a live stream.

As I was giving my speech suddenly the music started playing. Afterwards Manel's nephew in charge of the music told me "its impossible, the only way to start playing was to hit play on is laptop", Of course it was Manel, just saying "I am here".

Our close friend, Amy, saw him wearing white and dancing wildly, with such joy and freedom behind us all.


After the big funeral the family went down to the crematorium, where we all put messages and things of love into the coffin with him, kissed him goodbye and then watched the pine coffin go into the fire.


I heard his voice say into my heart, loudly “thank god that is gone, it is not me”. 


But something of him was very much here still.

I could feel him in the field, like a form of plasma or density, almost tangible but not.


Day 6

I could feel emotions racing through me, they were not mine, they were his.

Clouds of color, confusion, anger, desperation overwhelming me.

Unfamiliar and not mine. But somehow I was living them.

I was just in shock and honestly feeling nothing at this stage.

That afternoon we went to the beach, there was a popping feeling and a release and that was gone. 


Day 7 -

Big anxiety, the Mind….

The structured field of energy.

I felt fractured pieces of thoughts running through me.

Like I was walking through lines of a blue strobe light, as a pulse of frequency hit me my thought pattern frazzled…..

I felt him trying to get through to me, logically, trying to tell me things, passwords, codes.

Things he should have done….

Slowly over around 4 hours this faded. 


The energy was wild and mystical.

I was walking between worlds. 


Cristina, Manel’s oldest friend had done a beautiful speech at the funeral. She gave me the speech and asked me to put it in the coffin with him to go to the fire. 

She called me on this day of the raging mind, she was feeling so unstable like she was going crazy. “

I think I need an exorcism (we are in deep Catholic Spain here) or an energy healer to clear something, but something was off…” she told me. 

I suddenly remembered her speech, it was still in my handbag.

I had forgotten to put it in the fire.

I did a short ceremony to burn and release it.

She called a few hours later to say she felt ok now. 


That night immense unconditional love flowed through me in my pill induced sleep.

I woke floating and the whole day was feeling this intense loving field.

There was stillness, silence and deep space. I

t felt right there with me but also extended to the furthest reaches of the Universe.

It was Manel’s essence, he enormous loving heart dissipating.


He kept whispering into my heart “Follow the Love, Not the Loss”. 


I knew then that the love we lived was would never be gone, it was transforming, he was merging into my heart.

This immense energy of love that he was now residing in me, and mine to live for the rest of my days in this body. 


I felt this immense loving light merging with the forests, skies, moon and stars, he was free and always right here, in love and guidance.

Connected to me and so many through this Universal Field of Light/ Energy/ Frequency that connects all things in Existence.


We are never really separated, merely eternal beings moving from form to formlessness.

We are here to remember who we truly are and live this gift of this body and life fully. 


Seven days it took for his 7 physical fields of energy to be complete here. Now he is everywhere. 


Now I have a way of commicating with him all the time. I ask and he answers into my heart.... his love and light guides my path forward.

Sometimes i have a dream where he shows me that he is always with me, just around the corner where i cant see him. In another dimension, but right here...


I am still given gifts from his energy field... vibrant surges of rainbow and golden light race through me when breath into my heart.


It is his eternal essence and love. And i know that i am never alone.


The First level of the Field - Structured Blue Lines of Light, feeding every cell in our body. Physical Health and Vitality.

The Second Level of the Field - moving clouds of color. Feelings and Emotions.

The Third Level of the Field - Structured Lemon Lines of Light - The Mind. Mental thoughts and beliefs.

The Forth Level of the Field - The Heart, bright clouds of colored light. Connection, Love.

The Fifth Level of the field - Divine Order, our Blueprint

The Sixth Level of the Field - Pearlescent Celestial light - Divine Love

The Seventh Level of the Field - Golden Light Egg - Divine Connection and Purpose

 
 
 

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